i cant belieev im laughing so much
I’ve been waiting my whole life for this
I wanna be the right person for you. Although it might not be forever, I wanna be with you right now. I wanna be the woman that brings out the best of you. I wanna be the woman who sticks to you and never leave you no matter what, especially when you’re going through a tough time. I wanna catch you when you fall. I wanna be the person who hugs and tells you,”It’s okay baby, it’s life. I’m right here, with you.” I wanna be the person that you wanna call every single time you’re happy. I wanna be that person for you. If you let me, I’ll be that person. I just want you to be happy.
Things could work out between us if we practice the same religion. How long can we be like this? Till when? It’s so frustrated to see you walk away again. I don’t know how many times now. I cannot do anything to make you stay. I’m glad you come back no matter what. It’s because you and I haven’t met the right person. So we keep searching and when it doesn’t work our for us, we turn back to each other. I’m tired. I believe you are tired too. We always say let’s don’t get our feelings come between us anymore…. Let’s just enjoy being friends and each other company… When I tried my best to ignore my feelings, you triggered it effortlessly. I don’t know about you but I am scared. What if I’ll fall hard again?
Why relationship is so hard and complicated?
I like it when you remember every single little things we did, though I’ve forgotten few of them. Thank you for reminding me. A lil bit of me cheered when you told me you can only remember about me because I was your longest and we got back together for so many times. Sometimes I lost count. You couldn’t remember much about your other exes but I remember them very well. Typical me, being a girl.
There was once you told me that you can never let go of me though we were not together that time. I was your only ex that you missed so much and you don’t mind talking to me no matter what.
We’ve been through so many closures and sometimes I just don’t bother about them anymore cause the only thing that stopped us is religion. You kept saying it didn’t work out because you were not being a good bf but we both know we did out best to make each other happy. You were my best and still are. I don’t know how I am gonna feel about you in the future, but I hope I’ll feel better about us, regardless we end up being friends or strangers.
Cheers to amazing future ahead of us.
This is hard.